“And
I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” (John
12:32)
I
never imagined I’d be preaching on the Gospel passage assigned for Lent 5, Year
B (John 12:20-33) as often as I do, but—given my serendipitous career as the pastor
who is called upon to bury every deceased “Christmas & Easter” Christian
and semi-agnostic in Northeast Philly and Lower Bucks County—I’ve become quite
familiar with this text. It’s the passage used in our Lutheran Occasional
Service Book for prayers at graveside. I suspect this is because of the image
of the grain of wheat “dying” when it goes into the earth.
Whenever I read this passage by someone’s last resting place, I feel compelled to make a tiny apology for the word “hate” used in verse 25. Jesus seems to be suggesting that it’s a pretty cool thing to “hate” your life. Now, I’ll grant that life hasn’t exactly been jolly since the start of the COVID-19 pandemic, and some of you might have been tempted to say that you hate your lives right now. After all, a lot of the fun stuff has been removed. We can’t go to restaurants like we used to, we’ve had stay-at-home orders, we’re sick of the kids being home schooled, sick of wearing masks, sick of not going to the mall or the movies or to church like we did in the good ol’ days. You might hear this passage and think, “Heck! I hate my life right now. Guess I’m going straight to Heaven when I die! Good for me!”
You would be missing the point by that interpretation. This passage is tricky because our evangelist, John, speaks Aramaic but is writing in the universal language of his time, Greek. I guess everyone in the ancient Mediterranean world spoke a little bit of Greek. It was how you got by. Unfortunately, although the Greeks had about four different words to express different aspects of “love,” they only had one word, miseo (misew for all you Greek scholars out there!), which meant not to love. It could mean to despise intently, but it can also mean just “who cares?” We could read verse 25 as “Those who are all into worldly things will miss out, but those who put this world in proper perspective will know the joys of eternity.” If COVID-19 has taught us nothing else, it might just be that we’ve learned the difference between what’s important and what’s just piddly little stuff.
Jesus knows when the Greeks show up, the
game is almost over. “Greeks,” by the way, does not necessarily mean people
from Greece. As I said above, lots of folks spoke Greek back then, so what John
might really mean is “non-Jewish folks.” When Jesus gets famous even among the
gentiles, the Jewish and Roman authorities are going to get nervous and will
want to put a stop to him. Jesus knows the cross is near and, using the
metaphor of the grain of wheat, he tries to explain that some things have to
die before they can really achieve their purpose. We need the fact of loss in
order to appreciate having. Another way I’ve always looked at this is learning
doesn’t start until the lesson is over. That is, if you’ve got the teacher
standing next to you, you don’t know what you
know. You can always copy the teacher or ask him/her for help. It’s only
after the teacher has left that you’ll understand what you’ve really taken to
heart, what has taken root in you, and what is bearing fruit.
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