Thursday, July 23, 2015

Grace, Abundance, and a Little Bit of Fear (Reflections on Pentecost 9, Year B)


The gospel lesson in the Revised Common Lectionary for Pentecost Nine (John 6:1-21) is familiar to most of us, I would think, from back in Sunday School days. Still, I’m going to try to see if I can squeeze a little more juice out of it than just an obvious reading of, “Oh, yeah. Right. Jesus performs miracles because he’s the Son of God.” I can’t pretend to get into the evangelist John’s head and tell you exactly what he was thinking when he wrote this tale down, but I’m finding that it speaks pretty loudly to me when I think about our needy world.

The first cool thing I notice about this story is that Jesus seems to anticipate the need before anyone else does. He and the disciples have gone to the eastern shore of the Sea of Galilee, and, being the rock star that he is, he is once again mobbed by hysterical fans who want to see him cure their sick, work some miracles, and teach them some cool stuff. But before anyone else mentions it, Jesus picks up on the fact that these folks are going to need to be fed (v.5). It looks like the Second Person of the Holy Trinity understands our need before we understand it ourselves. So what does he do? He asks his faithful follower Philip to tell him how the need should be met. Think about that. Isn’t God always asking his faithful followers—that would be us—that same question? How are we going to care for the needy?

The passage says that Jesus asks Philip as a test, because he already knows the answer himself (v.6). Poor Phil, however, doesn’t score too high on this oral quiz. Granted, he’s known that God gave Moses manna in the wilderness, that Elijah miraculously kept the widow’s pantry full even in time of famine, and that Elisha stretched out twenty loaves of barley to feed 100 people. But in spite of this history of God’s goodness, Philip still doubts that God’s creatures can be fed. At least, he doesn’t believe that he has the wherewithal to provide for them. His buddy Andrew points out that some smart lad in the crowd has packed a lunch, but he’s sure that such meagre resources can’t stretch to cover the overwhelming hunger. Isn’t that just like us?

But Jesus takes what’s on hand and gives thanks to God for it (v.11). This action cuts through the anxiety and insecurity. Jesus isn’t complaining about scarcity, but giving praise for blessing. A faithful relationship with the Creator God requires no less. Just imagine: the crappiest day you’ll ever have in your life will still be filled with more blessings than you can name. That day you drive home from work pounding the steering wheel in frustration because of the idiots you work with might be the day you recognize that you still have a steering wheel to pound, a home to go to, and a job where you encountered those idiots. Faith teaches that God’s love is abundant, and our lesson illustrates this by saying that all were satisfied, leaving twelve baskets of leftovers (v.13).

Unfortunately, God’s abundant grace is a concept which seems to be lost on the crowd in this story. Yup, they figure out that Jesus is a prophet, but they also start to see him as their meal ticket. Jesus doesn’t want to be their earthly king (v.15) who pays off like their personal ATM machine every time they think they need something. He sees these folks acting like entitled brats who think they’ve hit the lottery. They’re like prospectors who’ve found a vein of gold and think they deserve its riches just because they’ve discovered it, forgetting it has been formed by God and lain in the earth for millions of years before they ever came along. They don’t deserve to be fed—the beauty of the story is that they are fed out of God’s goodness even though they are undeserving. Jesus is no king in their way of thinking, so he makes himself scarce in a hurry.

The second part of this story has the twelve disciples heading home in their boat without Jesus. I’m going to look at this tale allegorically, and say that the rough sea of verse 18 is the ancient world’s symbol for chaos. In the swirling torrent of the world’s mess, the disciples see Jesus walking toward them, and they’re scared out of their freaking minds (v. 19). It’s only when they really recognize him that they want to take him into the boat, and as soon as they have that desire—it doesn’t even say that Jesus got into the boat, just that they wanted to take him in —they are safely home (v. 21).

Like the disciples in the story, we are always adrift in a storm of the world’s chaos. We see needs which seem too great to satisfy, and so we are frightened, preoccupied with scarcity, and curved in on our own abilities and resources. We fear the real discipleship relation with Jesus. It might cost us. It might make us lose our groove. It might bring ridicule or offend people we know. It might actually require sacrifice on our part. It might cause us to risk resources we don’t think we can spare or face challenges we believe to be too huge. But once we really recognize Jesus in our lives and recognize our need for him, recognize his love, forgiveness, sacrifice, gratitude, and the peace which comes from understanding our life is eternal and our problems temporary, we will want him in our lives. And just maybe, in the wanting, we will come home to ourselves at last.

Glad you stopped by this week. God bless you.

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